I am here, this is now

Ive had my heart broken, the first time it was a man, a mere mortal. This time I feel like I was dumped by an entire continent. My heart was broken by a myriad of faces/places/feelings... IM still in limbo getting over this tremendous break up.
Ive felt empty since I arrived, I know its time to snap out of it. The present and future only count, not the past. This convo with my friend really opened my eyes. She is right...

Genie814XX (1:24:46 AM): i only met the sweetest awesomest people in europe

itchygrasshopper (1:25:02 AM): i met plenty of douchy ppl everywhere

Genie814XX (1:25:12 AM): they actually valued me and abve all were INTERESTING and creative.

Genie814XX (1:25:27 AM): here im just a joke to people it seems

itchygrasshopper (1:26:05 AM): all ur friends yesetersday made comments on how wonderful and creative u are

itchygrasshopper (1:42:40 AM): i dnno gina mayeb u met a good bunch of pll but "ppl in EUrope" are just as ignorant and douchy as anywhere else

itchygrasshopper (1:42:56 AM): trust me, i met a bunch

Genie814XX (1:50:05 AM): i know im just generaling but still

itchygrasshopper (1:50:34 AM): u had a good experience it passed and now ur whole life revolves aroudn it

Genie814XX (1:54:02 AM): maybe you're right

Genie814XX (1:54:11 AM): but maybe its trivializing it too

Genie814XX (1:54:13 AM): i dont know

itchygrasshopper (1:54:22 AM): move on

itchygrasshopper (1:54:32 AM): ur still living in prague
itchygrasshopper (1:54:36 AM): even tho ur here


IM still living in Prag, even tho im here...